for now, i am not in the mood to do 2 assignments + 3 reports which all will be due within this 2 weeks. I am surfing the net, posting all the articles, listening to 'emo' songs, thinking of tomorrow timetable so that i could arrange some time slot to finish my assignment to submit on time (tomorrow before 5pm). some sweet memories flash in my mind....replay...replay...replay...it is sweet~but it came to an end. i dont feel hurt because i appreciate everything he gave me. i dont understand him. maybe i am the only one that appreciate it? some time it is good for not knowing the truth. perhaps i still miss him. but the feeling is not that strong. or i just missing the time that we had? yea..really miss those days...adventurous days...sweet days...what if i had the chance to be his gf? what will going on? things will change when you have to be responsible, loyal....but i think he is a good bf. from the things he did...some time, i will think : kinda envy his gf....some time : if we can just enjoy the time without any worries...most of the time : what if we didnt go out on the last day, are we still "friends"?