.....self-discovery VOYAGE.....

认清自己，为自己定位

2011-07-10T22:52:00.000-07:00

我一直都以为我的梦想是成为一位建筑师，建造属于自己的房子。原来长大了才发现，我要的是一间梦寐以求的房子。那一间房子有浪漫的小花园，有蓝蓝的泳池，有度假的阳台，有一只活泼的雪白小狗，有屋顶高高的客厅，有日式的客房，有韩式的饭厅，有緑绿的草地，有铺着鹅卵石的道路，有一台麻将台，有着家人的笑声。原来那才是我的梦想。一直认为自己是会四处漂泊的旅人。原来打从心底，已经为自己设置好了安定的家。一方面觉得伤心，觉得自己没大志；另一方面，觉得人生最难求的东西，不外乎睡好，吃好。我梦想的房子让我睡好，欢乐的家庭生活，平凡不平淡，让我吃好。

我还为自己设计了一间工作式（studio)的单人公寓，大大地落地玻璃窗，让阳光穿透进地上的地毯，没有沙发，取而代之的是地毯和舒服的枕头，大空间的浴室，铺着鹅卵石，大大张的床于客厅隔了一个屏风，简单的厨房供应着日常所需。心满意足啊！

认清了自己，那该怎么去实现呢？

要得到想要的生活，要懂得自己有所不足，弥补不足，方可达成心愿。

旅行

2011-07-04T18:02:00.000-07:00

对，我们每个人都喜欢旅行。

喜欢到出去走走，把自己的欢笑散播到世界的角落，珍惜旅行时的每一刻，珍惜和我们一起旅行的同伴。因为可能再也不会重游此地。尽情地玩，让自己不会后悔。旅行的时间流走了就只剩回忆。剩下的是照片，影集。这一次和你一起旅行的人与下一次不同。

生活，就像旅行。

不同的时间，我们会在不一样的地方，遇到不一样的人。如果永远以为好的事情会在前面等着你，而不珍惜当下的人和事，那么永远就不会遇到好的事，反而会一直犯下同样的错误。与其浪费时间弥补过错，倒不如把时间用在珍惜人与人相遇的那份缘份。

人生，是一种旅程。我们应该把生活编成一个灿烂的行程。勇敢的踏出去，抵达下一个目的地。

yay! just want to change a post lolz

2011-06-18T19:06:00.000-07:00

LEARNING FROG STYLE SWIMMING!

when i was learning, there is a little green colour frog always appear in my mind with its kicking style in water, floating relaxingly. omg! am i thinking too much when i learn swimming? i am sure if i learned butterfly stroke i will think of a beautiful red in outer line with white tiny lines on inner wings flying in the sea of flowers, resting on a yellow tulip for it's nectar. >.< but imagination is important and making your life more interesting huh?

next target will be diving! ^^ is it a necessity? i just love it! and knows that i will enjoy my life in that way. LOVE WATER SO MUCH!

2011-05-04T23:44:00.000-07:00

爱情，真的需要对的时间，地点和对象。在这么大的空间里，我相信上天不止安排一个适合你的人，只是，在人生的那一段路，要刚刚好有对的时间，地点和对象。任何一个错了，也许就不是你的爱情。或许，我的爱情，现阶段是这样的一个阶段吧。一路上跌跌撞撞地，跌倒了，花了好多力气，好多时间爬了起来，不能说我很了解爱情，起码学到了“为了让以后更幸福”的道理。诚实的说，我，伤心吗？痛苦吗？生气吗？我还找不到适合的词去形容。肯定的是，是有一种感觉在我心里。但是，现在的我，有很平静=没有知觉？的在叙述我的心情。不知道有没有人像我这样，学得比较辛苦呢？刚刚吃了两颗药丸，睡了两个小时，过了午餐的时间，起来的时候，外面的天气，是我最喜欢的天气，蓝蓝的天，暖暖的风，不刺眼的阳光。变了的却是，懒洋洋的心情，却没有知觉。应该比较好吧，比起伤心或生气来得好。我不说话，不做任何东西，没有读书，只是让大脑随意的随它要的方向飘。爱，不能来的早，不能来的迟，要来得刚刚好；爱，真的好不容易；爱，还是我要的。多么让人羡慕的甜蜜与温馨。我，在等待，属于我的，爱。

i had learn...............

2011-04-29T19:19:00.000-07:00

Just because you in a relationship, doesn't mean that relationship can ruined your friendship

If you love someone, show it. It will be sweeter than telling it. Remember: "Action speaks louder than words!

LADIES: a good boyfriend will treat you with the respect that you deserve and he will honor you and appreciate you and love you.

Letting go of certain people isn't saying I hate you. It's saying I LOVE ME.

Some dreams weren't meant to come true...I learned that from Y O U

If anyone told you that you're no good, just remember they're not better than you

Time isn't wasted when I waste it with him

LADIES: if he is dumb enough to walk away, be smart enough to let him go. He is missing out...on something GREAT.

Any guy can love a thousand girls. But it takes a gentleman to love 1 woman in thousand ways

Ladies.. it's ok to cry. Just don't forget that God has prepared the right one for you since you were born.

Everything we do is right, even when it's wrong. There's always a lesson to be learned, from being weak to being strong.

5c forever

2011-04-25T17:35:00.000-07:00

看回以前的video（http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e3S_bxweH78 ), 真的很有感觉。时间真的过得很快，很多回忆都在忙碌中被遗忘了。难怪老人家都喜欢说：以前..... 因为那是他们曾经光辉的岁月。看来，很快的，我也会回顾过去了，“老人”了。

真的真的很开心与感激我能“命中注定”（差一点转去别间中学）参与

5c 这一个大家庭。过程真的很精彩，有笑，有泪，有疯狂。还有以前幼稚，不成熟的行为。就这么一路走过来。现在，我们5c其实还蛮幸运的。差不多都在同一个地方读书（yee yiing，我们一直都keep in touch!!!），还有那么多5c activities 。比起他人，他们趁假期时回到家乡才能与朋友聚一聚。从以前的yc session 到现在的clubbing，长大了不少。活动也蛮频密的。olive这一次的短暂的“离开”，真的让大家深深地体会了5c的精神。愿一切长存。

讲回那个video，发现很多人，包括我自己，的样子都变了。有一些还蛮明显的。=pp

依然

2011-04-13T21:47:00.000-07:00

只要时间，地点，或一件小事物，就能让你回想以往的事情，不管你多努力去忘记。就连感觉也回来了，悲伤，快乐。就好像正在发生一样。

近几个月，脑海里突然浮现出以往和你的点点滴滴。就好像电影在倒带。我真的被自己吓倒。曾经那么努力去忘记，每一晚告诉自己：忘记他。其实真的有效的。只是最近，不知何故，和他的回忆一幕一幕的浮现在眼前。就连很多年以前的画面也出现在眼前，很多年以前的感觉重新在经历。重新经历在一起时我们的甜蜜，分手后每一晚的心痛。很复杂。。。

但是，就是因为这些经历，我学会了更坚强，更自爱。现实的社会，一定要学会爱自己，才有本事爱别人。学会了看清楚事情的真相，学会保护自己。

to reach me, you gotta figure out why i'm guarded.

三更半夜

2011-03-18T11:31:00.000-07:00

好久没有更新我的部落格了。

今天是三月的中旬，十九号，凌晨两点半。

月亮在今晚是最靠近地球的，所谓的超级月亮。十九年来最靠近的一次。

超级月亮出现的前后两周，很大可能会有天灾的发生。日本九级大地震会不会就是因为这件事呢？时间刚好就是前两周。

最近刚从马六甲回来，两天一夜的旅程 :)

认识你们，让我觉得很快乐！！！ muaks~~

2011-02-15T06:09:00.000-08:00

for now, i am not in the mood to do 2 assignments + 3 reports which all will be due within this 2 weeks. I am surfing the net, posting all the articles, listening to 'emo' songs, thinking of tomorrow timetable so that i could arrange some time slot to finish my assignment to submit on time (tomorrow before 5pm). some sweet memories flash in my mind....replay...replay...replay...it is sweet~but it came to an end. i dont feel hurt because i appreciate everything he gave me. i dont understand him. maybe i am the only one that appreciate it? some time it is good for not knowing the truth. perhaps i still miss him. but the feeling is not that strong. or i just missing the time that we had? yea..really miss those days...adventurous days...sweet days...what if i had the chance to be his gf? what will going on? things will change when you have to be responsible, loyal....but i think he is a good bf. from the things he did...some time, i will think : kinda envy his gf....some time : if we can just enjoy the time without any worries...most of the time : what if we didnt go out on the last day, are we still "friends"?

随心

2011-02-07T03:55:00.000-08:00

什么是最幸福的事？

对我来说，只要对着天空，周围吹起了微微的风，让头发散在空气中，闭上眼睛，扬起嘴角，心灵随着流动的空气转动，就能感觉到幸福。幸福会在某个地方。

什么是自在？

不需要再管流言蜚语，不需要介意他人的眼光。没有自卑感，就活得自在。

continue my journey...

2011-02-05T20:22:00.000-08:00

i like to explore...

i like outdoor activity...

i like to travel...

i like to watch drama...

i like music concert...

i like to dance...

i like to stay with people...

i like water games...

i like walking around...

i like shouting out loud loud...

i like laughing out loud loud...

i like to share my experience...

i like to give idea...

i like to try on something new...

i like to do crazy things...

i like to spend time with friends...

i like to make myself look pretty, energetic...

i will jump suddenly when walking...

i can be talkative if i am in good mood...

i hope to look more friendly...

....

今天的心情是空白的

2011-01-28T06:40:00.000-08:00

看天空的心情也是空白的

2011-01-25T11:18:00.000-08:00

i wish i could be the girl stand by your side.i wish i could be the one that make you smile.i wish i am your source of strength.i wish i will make your day.i wish......

i know my wishes will not come true if you choose to stop

but, i appreciate what i have had with you , J

NEVER REGRET SOMETHING THAT ONCE MADE YOU SMILE.

I SHALL NOT REGRET. YET, I NEVER REGRET.

I WILL KEEP THOSE SWEET MEMORIES IN MY HEART.

I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU.

I WILL MOVE ON.

life is going on.with joy.with love.with fun.with you.with me.with everyone.

2011-01-01T18:18:00.000-08:00

我并不是很想要一个男朋友。只是当我对自己说我要好好地，乖乖的，努力的读书的时候，偏偏就认识了你。认识了你，我并不否认对你有那么一点的好感，但我知道不可能，所以我只想和你当玩伴，就像童年的玩伴，不要跨越界限就好。或许这就是考验吧！上帝想考验我到底有没有在实现我自己对自己许下的承诺，对自己负责。结果是，我只负了一半的责任。现在终于明白了。人生得一关一关的过。

昨天是2011年的第一天。我在这一天尝到了心酸的味道。伤心于不伤心都存在的那瞬间，我知道是到了要退出的时候。用退出这个字有一点奇怪，但我想不到别的字眼。昨晚我对你说的都不是借口，请你不要以为我捏造理由！

其实这一次的我，算是比较清醒。现在总算完全清醒过来了。有些东西，只能留在记忆里，成为过去，并不能提出口，总算明白了这个道理。

我会更自爱。虽然本身的想法比较开放，但是我和你的经历，让我上了宝贵的一堂课。社会的眼光和流言都很可畏。开放=接受别人的眼光与流言是非。恐怕这一点我做不到，那我得保守一点了。有多少个人真正的能接受流言蜚语呢？君子不立危墙之下。我以后也不要再做这样的事了。不好受。

无论如何，谢谢你给我的快乐的时光，也让我学到了一些事，让我的人生上了一小阶梯。让我会警惕自己，凡事都有界限，尤其是人际关系。要活在感恩的世界！只是觉得失去那么好玩的伴会有点可惜，毕竟百世修来同船渡，千世修来共枕眠。难得认识了你，却因为某些原因失去了，还蛮感慨的！

明天是第二学期的开始，我会更用心读书！时间会淡化一切。也祝福你。

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2010-11-10T19:44:00.000-08:00

突然间发现
原来我不介意我喜欢的那个他帅不帅，
只要我对他有感觉就好
原来我也不介意我喜欢的那个他比我大或比我小
只要实际上可行就好

在想，写在这里是不是太公开了呢
但是如果有缘才会看到吧
所以，我，决定写下来

和你相遇
真的是没想到
没有一见钟情啦
但好感和好奇确实有的
第一次见面
有种特别的感觉
碍于场面的关系
我们只有表面的交流
感觉上你有点冷
过后才明白
原来当晚你是主角之一
冷也是因为忙，紧张的关系
往后也因为忙，散了也忘了

没想到我们还有第二次见面的机会
而且算是你的主动
见面的地点也蛮多人的
但是那样的环境下
交谈也只能用交头接耳
没想到你是那么的风趣
有你自有一套的幽默
笑声不断的谈话
还有你的体贴
让我留下了美好的回忆

第三次
那一天的回忆我想保密
是一个浪漫的
对我来说，浪漫的
聚会
只能用聚会来形容

不知道你的感觉是？

2010-10-26T09:21:00.000-07:00

It is the first time i watched preview screening, before the movie is on cinema... felt excited coz can watch it before everyone..lol...Actually this was out of expectation! I just try my luck to get the tickets, simply email and I GOT IT! so so so HAPPY and LUCKY. HAPPY-GO-LUCKY? ^^

It is a movie named "takers". A story about bank robberies. action movie, gun-shooting scene, chasing each others in the street just like what we expected but the main point is I was so excited.

Life should be more exciting. I will do at least 1 exciting thing in a week, to destress, unwind, relax. and for this week of course is watch preview screening. the same feeling as you go for first concert in your lifetime!

It will be a short blog because I need to study for test now..woohoo~

oh ya, if you ask me whether i would recommend this movie? i will answer "yes" for no reason..for my happiness. :P

to be thankful, to dream big, to never give up

2010-08-27T22:11:00.000-07:00

Last night was a great night with all my coursemates. We went SS2 for dinner and carri (k-k) birthday celebration. This time was different experience. Not in the restaurant in shopping mall. Not the place that we need to spend a lot. But full with fun, laugh, 38-ing, ss-ing, joy in a warm and cozy place. The feel like your heart is filled with love, happiness, joyful, appreciation, thankful......because I have such great friends!!!!! I love you all..OH! we went to KTZ in ss2 ^^ We played cards in the shop with the ppl in queue stare at us...

MOVED to find The Cave but our mission is not accomplished. It has been so long that I didnt "merayau-rayau" outside with friends. Last night we did.in the playground.and playing truth or dare.and chatting.and gossiping.YEAH!!!

But pity Joy boyfriend. Hwei Chih and Ka Cheng change their mind to not bring their Boy Boy dy after last night. yerr....~.~

The manggo sago is so nice! and is special for carri too.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARRISSA!!!

>>>>during secondary school time, maybe I pay too much attention on HIM. I should spend more time with friends too. I wanna know them more. Start from now on, I will GAMBATEH!!

oh this post is nothing with the title. i just like the title as my motto. to motivate me.

转变

2010-08-22T04:36:00.000-07:00

升上了second year &

到了21岁 &

看了一篇 the law of attraction &

尽力的试过了 &

没遗憾了 &

〉〉〉〉〉〉〉〉〉〉〉是时候转变了

释放微笑的脸

释放开心的信号

接收幸福的讯号

接受微笑的回报

〉〉〉〉〉〉〉〉〉〉〉享受人生

终结

2010-08-21T12:27:00.000-07:00

心脏和我说

它不想再感觉痛了

于是我不要再有感觉了

脑袋和我说

它不想再烦恼了

于是我不再去想了

黑眼圈和我说

它不喜欢自己的出现

于是我让它悄悄地走了

失眠和我说

它不愿意晚上来烦我

于是我很累的时候才睡觉

号码来找我

它说愿意为我爬的高高的

于是我努力读书

于。

是。

我。

把。

你。

从。

记。

忆。

里。

珊。

除。

了。

原来

2010-08-07T08:49:00.000-07:00

今天

打算要赶完6个lab report

整天呆在房里

其实也没什么作用

依然赶不完

其实连一个也没做完

=.=

整天睡睡醒醒

浪费时间

然后就很无聊的online

想想明天有个gathering

应该update一下朋友近期的消息

刚巧

看到in a relationship

他和她不是刚分手吗？

他和我说过

很忙，所以没时间谈恋爱

但是，现在却有了另一个女友

知道了这个消息

让我思绪有点复杂

男生，就是酱的吗？

很忙，没有时间谈恋爱

其实，是借口

其实，是没有新鲜感

其实，想分手却不想说出口

于是，渐渐疏离

然后，等着女生来问

过后，就趁机提出分手

这样，真的很烂！

相遇

2010-08-05T04:30:00.000-07:00

终于考完试了

现在真的好累，好累

只想要冲凉，睡觉

但同时，也很想写下我的心情。

chemical sedimentology 的15% 就这样没了

读了等于没读

真的很伤心 :(

好！进入正题。

刚看了一篇让我感触的文章

文章的内容和我本身的故事有点相同。

唉~~~~

长大以后

才发现，人与人的相遇

真的很不容易

世界上的人群，

分种族，分阶层，分年龄阶段

我和你，却有机会在同一个年龄

相隔一天出生

在同一个班，五年

同一个种族

同一个城市

.........

这一些，都是缘份

上亿的人海中，

我们在同一个星球相见，

还曾经有机会短暂的在一起

这一切一切，你，有想过吗？

或许，是我，重感情。

我从来没想过相遇的问题

总觉得一切习惯成自然了

自从这一个学期开始

假期没剩多少后

才发现，或许我们下一次见面

要以年来计算。

只有无奈的感觉，在心里荡着

曾经的遇见。

在同一个天空下，

说说笑笑。

手牵着手，

在那布满星星的夜里，

曾经的曾经

在同一刻

我们彼此看见，

我们，遇见。

可不可以有那么一天，

曾经就会是永远？

星期三的小事

2010-08-04T01:51:00.000-07:00

下午4.55pm ,

正在读书的我感觉好无聊。

突然间想到dailybooth,

于是就snap!snap!snap!

snap了几次，满意了。

开始觉得dailybooth满爽的。

〉〉〉〉〉〉〉

刚刚去十二宿舍的clinic看医生

那里的医生真的很够力！

佩服佩服！

先问我有什么病

我就一一的回答

然后，他就要检查我的喉咙

但是我只是看到电筒的光闪一下而已

就照好了

不只是这样

他还用听筒

当时还蛮担心的

虽然用听筒是很正常

但是毕竟是男的

还是外地人

就在我担心的时候

他三两下就听完了

隔着衣服

背部

我完全没有感到他有在听

=.=

拿药的时候

才发现

我讲什么病，他就出什么药

swt......

整个过程才几分钟。

现阶段

2010-07-28T02:33:00.000-07:00

现在，不开心的事，我会说出来。

再也不想把这些事憋在心底。

放在心里久了，会生病。

会有黑眼圈，

会看起来很憔悴。

会有空洞，忧郁的眼神。

要放开自己。

接受开心与不开心。

不开心，会尽量释放自己。

找回正面的能量。

尽量避免不开心的事情。

我会再努力。

让我不开心的事，我不再做。

如果，烦到你，那你告诉我。

我不会再让你麻烦。

现在很想用华语来表达我自己！

2010-07-22T07:33:00.000-07:00

刚看了朋友的部落格，真的蛮佩服她有那么多的想法，而且都能用文字来表达。她的生活有起有落，可以说是很精彩。让我觉得她很坚强。她，在我心目中，是一个熟悉可是对着她，又觉得怪怪的人。可能，我与她之间，曾发生过一些交叉错折的事情。最近，我们又见面了。感觉却不再一样。但是，我可以感觉到我们之间还是有共同点。我想，这一个共同点会持续到永远吧！

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遇见他，那种复杂的感觉又涌上心头。好多的问号。好多的疑问。好多的好奇心，朋友的好奇心。别问，我没有答案。我真的没有答案。唉，坚持是金牛座的个性。可是，这一份坚持，到底好吗？我连这一题也没有答案。我不知道 :(

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她，是巧遇的吗？没有答案的问题。也没有意义的问题。不需要问，也不用去问，更不需要想。她，看起来很柔弱。

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云顶。这一次，是21岁的世界。safari clubbing还有genting casino。都是第一次。不一样的行程，不一样的感觉，还有一些小插曲。第一次跳舞跳的晕晕的，连走路也不稳，还好没有喝醉。那一瓶酒蛮好喝的。好像是chivas。

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我问他，又一次

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过了明天，距离开学已有两个星期了。好忙，好多笔记，好多东西要赶。忙！忙！忙！可是我还是百忙中，愿意挖些时间给他。只是，好多东西预料不到。看来，今年许的生日愿望，是不大可能会实现。可是，生日愿望每年都是很灵验的。那，这一次呢？

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今天，我发现，除了corn,strawberry,green tea，我还喜欢sunflower seed。在慢慢的了解自己中。:)。

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其实，我真的是一个安静的人吗？我想，几年前的一些事对我影响很深。他们，说，我很安静，望着天空的眼神有一些忧郁，明显的黑眼圈，看上去是憔悴的，还有bla bla bla。一个人看戏的时候，我会流眼泪。望着天空，思绪会飘移。这些年来，只有一个目标到现在都没有改变过。如今，我也还在努力着。我要对我自己说：加油！

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又一次，我笑自己傻。

2010-06-30T18:35:00.000-07:00

I got a msg : Hey, do you know how many girls i slept with from this facebook?...bla bla bla...

What so proud of it? Quantity that you want? 100? 1000? every night with a girl then 1 year 365 days, congratulations! you can gain the amount you want very soon. Pervert, back off! I am not the girl you are hunting. Phew...I felt so angry but I dont normally. I will just ignore it. Perhaps somebody pissed me off? Ok, nvm, forget about it. I dont easily get angry because I think mad at someone is meaningless. Human are so tiny, diminutive figure compare to universe. There are so much things out there need your attention. Just be cool. Stay happy. Let it be. Unless there is misunderstanding, explanation is necessarily or else the situation will be deteriorate.

Tomorrow is Friday! We intend to go on a 5+-km journey. So it will be a one day trip which will take an hour driving to the destination, CHERATING. Sze Hui and Khang Hern are driving. We planned to have a short visit to TURTLE SANCTUARY. and of course with Jake's Stephy, we will have photoshooting session which most of us crazy to get our profile pic. The next station is Swiss Garden, we are going to have our lunch buffet here. It's enjoyable time for everyone especially sc because she couldn't stomach any breakfast. I used to be the person but no more nowadays. I trained myself to eat in the morning and it was successful. Now I can eat anywhere, anytime ^^ . But I need to control the amount of taking in. I dont want to have big tummy. Exercise!!!

HAVE FUN ALL DAY LONG!going on with more enjoyable trips :D

2010-06-29T02:57:00.000-07:00

I found this photo by cubemedia 酷新闻. It's really awesome! Sun smiles :) Life should fill with happiness. Now I am trying to list down the things that will bring happiness to me. Hmmm......

1. shopping? of course it will do but I need money to shop the things I like. I can shop whole day in the mall. Wish I am the millionaire, perhaps billionaire?

2. eating..yes! I like to eat, to try different type of cuisine. For now, I prefer korean food and japanese food. And I prefer more vege than just meat. So, pumpkin soup, mushroom soup etc etc, salad will be my first choices in western food. kinda happy when filling my mouth with those yummy food. but the side effect is gain weight!! Need some effort to lose weight or I just control the amount of taking in.

3. cycling in shady place( I dont wanna be charcoal :P). enjoy the wind, the moving air around you. healthy body and happiness at the same time. just a problem, is there such a place near my house or uni for me to cycling???

4. stay with friends ^^. No matter go where, doing what, there is always fun with friends.

5. travelling. I think everyone will feel happy doing this stuff. haha. me too. I have some opinions on this issue. I prefer travel with family, friends, my honey babes :P . really cant imagine that ppl going alone, I mean backpacker, alone. maybe I just have no guts to try it.

6. wake up early in the morning. it may sound funny to some of you. but I just feel happy for NO REASON. I think maybe is because I can join my parents go breakfast, accompany my mum go pasar (feel bad to let her go alone if I am around), done my things in the morning then i will feel energetic the whole day.

7. receive cute pretty nice present. No need to be expensive, just show your sincerity, show that you care about me.

seems like my happiness come from others. What about come from myself?

1. listening song. only those songs I like.

2. good result after I am so hardworking. not feeling sad when I get bad result.

3. cook some food and let others try. Chinese dishes, pumpkin soup, corn soup, dumpling....

4. driving alone. freedom i guess.

5. reading books. get new knowledge make me feel better.

Actually there are many things, small little thing that

bring happiness. cant list down all. just

concentrate on every single thing in life.discover it.^^

A NEW START

2010-06-28T00:43:00.000-07:00

I need a new start.yup.really.This is the reason i re-decorate my blog.I find out some things in life after I went through my first year in University in PJ. I experienced that someone will only start to think about life when he/she leave the warm and cozy home, familiar hometown and step into the new world. and I realize that i had been in a small little world but now i am gonna make change. ^^

OK. Let's talk about this holidays. The first break (not sem break) of first year. I lazy to work after underwent the TOUGH TOUGH TOUGH final exam. I just need a rest. and what i got was I SICK. My nose was bleeding. Of course a patient need to rest so I rest for almost 3 weeks! really had enough rest. I thought I will just stay at home until the Uni reopen but things change when I organize sg.lembing trip. ^^

I still remember it clearly although it happened last week. My first experience to drive in darkness. There is no street lamp not even a single one! I just realize this even though I go there so often. Normally I went with my family in the morning. My first time to climb up Bukit Panorama with sw, sc and Olive. My knee was so pain and was shivering all the way down the hill. But it worth! We all had our breakfast in the pasar there. YUMMY 猪肠粉！I wanna try 茄汁面 next time. Then we drive around there, hanging bridge........find out so much thing (for me la, coz my dad seldom drive us around). On the way back, Olive suggested to go Kemaman. so excited to continue our journey.hehe. From town to town--by olive. I had fun with everyone there and sure had delicious food too. Nasi Dagang, nasi lemak at Hai Ping. Stuffed-crab at tung yuan but we dont know where to find tasty keropok lekor. The next day, we went back to our beloved SMKAP. and chat with those teachers that teaching us last time and took photos and walk around compound.....

So i am thinking WHAT'S THE NEXT PLAN for 5c 2006?

wanna have an enjoyable trip with you guys before everybody busy with their works after graduate or go abroad study or busy with assignments....

可不可以让地球反过来围绕月球公转？

2010-04-26T04:59:00.000-07:00

平衡点

2010-03-13T00:57:00.000-08:00

两个人相爱后，要懂得珍惜。
要维持细水长流的感情，必须要找到相处的平衡点。
两个简单的生活，融合在一起后，是复杂的。
迁就，是两个人互相迁就。
关心，是两个人主动关心。
在某一个人生阶段，找到了平衡点，是成功的开始。
但是这个平衡点并不会永远保持在原位。
平衡点一直在改变。
只有认真对待身边的人，才能找到相处的平衡点。
爱情会为了你的认真而留在你身边。

2010-02-17T23:32:00.000-08:00

我们都会在爱情路上跌跌撞撞，才知道我们最后需要什么样的人跟我们在一起，不是么？

新年

2010-02-13T16:58:00.000-08:00

学业顺利
天天开心
身体健康
甜甜蜜蜜
青春美丽
心想事成
万事如意
贵人扶持
新年快乐

惊喜？

2010-02-11T21:25:00.000-08:00

很久没有写部落格了。可以说是连开都没开。今天会想到要写是因为刚好很无聊，因为现在在puraya的waiting area等巴士。一打开却看到一则comment。心里蛮惊讶的，应该不可能是他吧？？？他从来都不读我的部落格，该不会是有人冒名吧？但是comment的用词却很像他的style。真的觉得很惊讶！但是我现在才看到。。。swt。。。但应该都不用回他了，因为觉得他是pass by 而已。。。hehe。

如果全世界都停电

2009-10-29T19:50:00.000-07:00

如果全世界都停电，你会做些什么呢？
黑漆漆的一片，失去了观看的能力，靠剩余的感官，去感受这个世界。
重获与大自然交流的能力，与闪耀的星星面对面。
世界就这么停止了。。。
宁静的这一刻，你的脑海里反复着，反复着。。。。
反复着“幸福”
幸福其实是多么的简单。。。
我想我可以试试苹果口味的爱情

草莓的故事

2009-09-25T20:29:00.000-07:00

以前的我，不爱吃草莓，总觉得它很酸。是他爱吃草莓，那么的爱吃。也因为这样，我也跟着爱吃起来。一直到现在。
断断续续了几年，终于真的分开了。上一次的分手，让我觉得我们未来再也不可能再在一起。
他说要我们继续做好朋友。我告诉他：我只会对我的男朋友好，不会对男的好朋友那么好。他犹豫了。到最后，我为他下了决定。
现在，每当朋友问我最爱的水果是什么？我会说：草莓。我不知道我保留了爱草莓的习惯是因为我真的爱吃，还是我心里保留了一部份给他。。。

2009-08-19T19:43:00.000-07:00

love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
我愛你不是因為你是誰，而是我在你面前可以是誰。

No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is,won't make you cry.
沒有男人或女人是值得你為他流眼淚，值得的那一位，不會要你哭。

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
那人不是你所想般愛你，但不代表那人不是全心全意地愛你。

A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
一個真正的朋友是向著你伸手，觸動你心靈的人。

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
掛念一個人最差的方式，就是你坐在他身旁，而知道你不能擁有他。

Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
就算你不快樂也不要皺眉，因為你永不知道誰會愛上你的笑容。

To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
在世界裡你可能只是某人，但對某人你可能是全世界。

Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.
不要花時間在一個不會花時間在你身上的人。

Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.
可能神要我們在遇到那位對的人之前先遇上一些錯的人，讓我們遇到那位對先生/對小姐時懂得珍惜。

Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
不要因為完結而哭，要為曾經發生而微笑。

There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
這個世界永遠也會有一些傷害你的人，你要做的就是繼續去信人和小心你下次信的人。

Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
在你嘗試了解其他人和盼望其他人明白你之前，先把你自己變成一個更好的人和了解你自己。

Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.
不要太努力去找，最好的東西是在你最預計不到的時候出現。

四年的光阴

2009-08-19T19:26:00.000-07:00

四年后的我，还会喜欢你吗？
《听笨金鱼唱歌》--时间，只能证明爱的深浅
我想，六年的时间，是深？还是浅？
答案就在我内心深出，只是我总爱遗忘它。
四年后的你，还会记得我吗？
六年的感情是浅吗？
我不晓得你的想法。。。

但，我从这一刻开始，答应了----我们会是好朋友。

只能祝你：前程似锦

nice food in murni~~try it out!!!!

2009-08-15T21:43:00.000-07:00

SECOND STOVE

2009-08-15T21:31:00.000-07:00

This is the third project I joined before the mid sem break.I was in the biro layanan.That means I need to serve customer, take orders and clean the tables.Well,I had the chance to experience what is the feel as a waitress in restaurant.You need to smile even you are not in good mood.You need to serve customer even you are hungry and tired. You need to have good memory so that you are able to recommend food and drinks to customers and also answer the question: ada apa hari ini?.haha.From now on, I learn to be more patient when order food in the restaurant.So pity all the pelayan~~

SF NIGHT(SENIOR-FRESHIE NIGHT)--A night for all the cc member in HOTEL ARMADA . Sweet memory in sem 1 ...

2009-08-15T21:14:00.000-07:00

I didnt expect that we are going to have dinner so soon.I didnt bring my dress from my hometown so I need to get it at the nearby shopping mall.Everything was so rush.Actually i worried about my dress because I think the dress not very nice .hehe.But then that is the only dress I can find in the mall.So I have to wear it too.Luckily it is not bad on me..wakaka..And my partner is CHONG ZHONG YEW .He quite nice and friendly (just because he took food for me?..??..keke)...

UMIT and GACC

2009-08-06T23:16:00.001-07:00

It is so hard for me to choose between UMIT and GACC.Really struggle for a long time.
I like tennis and I want to have outing with all the member in UMIT.The video and the slideshow really attracting me. The moment i watched the video I really feel to join this family but when I went to the GACC interview, there is something attracting me too.After I went to the both interviews,I sat down and started to think which one suit me better.struggling for long time then I decided to joined GACC.

No regret for it..

But I will continue to love tennis...hehe

2009-08-04T18:13:00.000-07:00

You opened up a side of me which I believed was only half before I met you, and I wouldnt want to drop it when it's perfectly shaped in me. ♥

APPLIED GEOLOGY

2009-07-31T20:46:00.000-07:00

This is the course I am taking now in UM.When I got to know I am going to take the course ,I worry actually.Because I dont know whether I can study it well and what will happen to me in the future.But I just took the course.

Until now,there is only one sentence to describe my feeling now : trying my best!
Actually I found it is hard for me because is is a totally new stuff.For example, the skill to use the handlens, polarizing microscope.And I must learn how to differentiate the rocks.So many type of rocks!!!

Anyway, the class is interesting and I found myself like it.It really out of my expectation.Thanks a lot!!!

There is one thing I must say out loud here : quite tough for me to adapt to the new system--matrix system.Because we need to take exam almost once a month.It is hard for STPM student like me.I must used to it as soon as possible!!

WELL,GOOD LUCK!!

sad....very sad...super duper sad...

2009-07-29T07:51:00.000-07:00

I can only sigh when I know that he got girlfriend.so handsome and so good-looking.really the style I like.hehe...just kidding...

Actually he very nice and friendly but we just not close like friends.I hope we can be friends and go out together with other friends.I mean in one gang and doing normal social activity like going pasar malam,watching movies and many other things...

随意记

2009-07-23T20:25:00.000-07:00

今天天空蓝蓝的，风和日丽，凉凉的风，是我最喜欢的天气。很舒服~
懒洋洋的~~~
再配上一罐绿茶，可以让我一直发呆。（其时我也蛮喜欢发呆。。）

剪草机的声音很吵。不过这才像不读书的日子。

心绪一直在悠游。突然间好想去海滩。细细的沙粒，凉凉的海风....我喜欢海，喜欢蓝蓝的天空，没有云的天空。

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2009-07-23T20:04:00.001-07:00

BUSY~~

2009-07-23T19:50:00.000-07:00

so busy recently...
first is the MMP(Minggu Mesra Pelajar),then is the CC night.I am still blur blur when doing the practical and the exam is just around the corner...(20% le...walao...how???)

yesterday i sick.fever and cough.My roommates also have the same symptom.Dont worry !is not H1N1.I think maybe the weather is too cold and I can only took bath with cold water.Haiz...why no hot water le?Now trying to used to it.Wonder how the seniors stand for it for years.not feeling cold?Luckily,today I almost recover already.

I need to get a nice dress as soon as possible so that I can attend the SFN with proper attire.But this time will be no make up and no set hair just because I didnt bring my things here.It should be OK gua...

2009-07-08T19:42:00.000-07:00

Finally the orientation week finish already.And my applied geology class start formally on Tuesday.The first class was so interesting but then I started to feel bored for the others class.Sigh....What surprising me was that we got one foreigner named Professor Charles s. Hutchison teach us about mineralogy.Not bad arr~~but it is temporary because our own lecturer is taking cuti bersalin.

Now I am trying to apply for the ptptn and Talisman scholarship...of course I prefer the latter.coz no need pay back but have to bond for 3 years.Well is OK for me.

I only can online in library so not everytime I can update my blog.But I can do it when I got my laptop in August...

And maybe I will join the pesta tanglung in Um ,be one of the AJK.

Oh!I forgot the mention about the canteen food .It is quite nice for me .There are chinese food and malay food too.You can choose depends on your appetite .hehe.Not bad larr~~The canteen provides the air conditional service.So everytime I walked back from my faculty I sure stay for a while to enjoy the air conditional.

Last sunday.I went out Midvalley with all my roommates and carrissa.This is the first time we took Rapid KL.The price quite cheap.Only RM1 per day...Now plan to go pasar malam ss2 to find some nice food to eat.Of curse cant spend so much la...hehe...

2009-06-25T02:09:00.000-07:00

今早架车出去POLIKLINIK全身检查的时候，在车上通过MYFM听到这一句

我就觉得很适合我的部落格，所以就记下来了咯。
最近天气真的很热，炎炎的大太阳，我一步都不想踏出家门，但必须要东奔西跑的准备上大学的东西，唉！

终于在三点半的时候，一切都办妥了。真的超开心的！

很想对所有读我的部落格的朋友说：ARIGATO！！！谢谢

"FUN" WITH EGG TART

2009-06-23T07:14:00.000-07:00

I think this was the 5th times I made egg tart.But this is the first time I post it on my blog.To learn the western dessert,I had choose to start with making egg tart because it is just ABC step.I still remember the first time I made egg tart,just for the mother's day celebration."Sifu" yee yiing taught me in her house.

Now, my next target is baking cream cheese cake.

glitter-graphics.com

Everything that happened recently

2009-06-23T03:24:00.000-07:00

Well,many things happened recently.I just not so used to it.too rush..
First , I knew from the mohe website that I manage to get into UM, I was happy with that.
But I am going to studying APPLIED GEOLOGY.
I totally not familiar with this course!However,it was in my UPU list .
I filled this course in because Irene teacher said it is a good course.
A good course means bright future?
I am not sure about that...
I was too worry,then I went to Guan Yin Temple to "qiu qian"
The result was : 中签
not bad huh?

Then I got mt offer letter on monday(22-06-09),
Well,it was kind a busy.
I need to go for body checkup,yayasan pahang,bank islam,bsn to settle everything.
I feel tired to do all this things.
Luckily, I will be able to finish it by tomorrow.

When I got to know yee yiing will go to UMS to continue study,
I scared to lost contact with her,
She go there for 4 years.
So, i encourage her to open a blog like me to let me know her recent activities,
Friendship forever~~

I just go view kristel's blog,
And I feel she should say yes to the cleo magazine,
It's proud to be cover girl!!!
But I am sure that she can do it soon in the future
since she is a pretty, elegance, nice girl.
Good luck~~

The H1N1 disease!!
I am going to PJ soon.
So, I hope everything will be fine there..

Finally, all the best for everyone~~GOOD LUCK!

glitter-graphics.com

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY

2009-06-21T20:28:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was father's day,all of our family member planned to celebrate at home.
So, we bought champagne and cake for the dessert.
And the main meal is cooked by me,my mum and my sister.

We just had a simple celebration in our house
But we had a guest -- my sister's boyfriend

There were pork with chili, radish soup, mix vegetables ,
steamed pumpkin, and the kenny rogers roaster.
of course with all the joys, happiness memory.

We bought a present for daddy -- EARL GREY TEA
since he likes the taste of the tea so much.

There is something I must mention here
We were watching ghost movie while celebrating!!!!
Weird huh?

UM --- APPLIED GEOLOGY

2009-06-19T01:01:00.000-07:00

其实该开心还是伤心呢？
我自己也不知道。
应该是50%开心+50%伤心吧！

这个课程为期三年，
我即将住的宿舍也蛮不错的啦！

28-06-2009 就要登记了，
所以没得去金马伦高原，
今年没能参加5C旅行团，
可惜了一点，
也是没办法的事。

好了！用心去飞吧～～加油！！！

大学名单出炉的前一天

2009-06-18T08:16:00.000-07:00

还有半个小时就半夜十二点了，我已经很累了。但是却眼睁睁的还没睡。原因竟然是：在网上游来游去......真的很佩服我自己。现在一直打喝欠，干脆来我的部落格留下一些些心情吧！

19-06-2009 这一天的11点早上，大学名单就会出炉了。现在的脑袋却是空空的，没什么想法，也没有五味杂尘那么夸张。唯一就是担心名单里万一找不到该找的，那我会怎么样？

虽然已经打算好了，万一那个万一出现了，就在网上上述，如果上述不成功，那就只好读私立了。

但，现在的我比较想进政府大专.....

突然间想到六个字：即来之，则安之

还是睡大觉比较好，一觉醒来才查吧！

chinese steamed buns generation 2...wakaka

2009-06-14T22:44:00.001-07:00

This is the second time I make chinese steamed bun.It looks like more successful...wahaha...I like the shape of the bun..looks cute~..taste not bad o.....
This is also the first time ME AND MY MUM make buns together....memorable day...

nice food in kk

2009-06-14T21:41:00.001-07:00

This is the most enjoying part during the trip.The first thing in sabah of course is to eat the nice seafood here~~We had try 东风螺，象鼻蚌，青蚝，虾，螃蟹，etc(cant remember ,I should wite this post earlier...sigh).Then KK town famous for it's 水饺and锅贴,you can find it everyway...hmm..yummy~~I recommend these restaurant:家香生肉面（生肉面），怡丰茶室at the gaya street(laksa),英姐板面.and the seafood porridge here really excellent!I really miss all the food here when I back yo my hometown.Besides,we tried also 鳄鱼肉骨茶.There is one place for chocolate lover:1 BORNEO mall.We found some sabah hand made chocolate which are in variety of flavour such as durian,strawberry,sabah tea(you really can taste the original fruit in your mouth...Kuantan should have one of this shop...sigh).and this is the first time too I had the chance to try the 烧椰子.The taste not bad but I prefer coconut puding due to the hot weather.The lokan(one kind of shell) taste nice too....We bought some local snacks from the market along the road from kk park.not bad~~

YOO HOO~~~

2009-06-14T21:25:00.001-07:00

This is the first time.hehehe.Finally in my 20 years old.I really happy and have a unforgetable memory.

SIGNAL HILL--night view of kk town

2009-06-14T04:37:00.000-07:00

This is the place that you can enjoy the beautiful skyline of the city with a view that extends to the island .We took this picture before went for seafood dinner~~

KUNDASANG WAR MEMORIAL

2009-06-13T08:21:00.001-07:00

This is the historical site in sabah.I am not sure about the history but I can sure that you can find explaination here on the board.hehe.The place include the Australisn Garden,the English Garden,the Borneo Garden and the Contemplation and Pool.

snorkeling at Tunku Abdul Rahman Park--PULAU SAPI

2009-06-13T07:36:00.001-07:00

It's an excited day for all of us....since we were waiting to go island so long .Finally ,god bless us. The weather was so good that day.So we start our journey after prepare our things.HEHE....we spent RM45 there for the snorkeling activity.This is the first time i went snorkeling..really cant wait for it.I got a bit worry too because I dont know how to SWIM!!Luckily I can rent the fins...We all spent many hours just to see the unique sea creature...very nice but a bit terrible and scary for me...really thanks to KAI HOONG because he teach me how to snorkelling...Thanks a lot...

UMS---university malaysia sabah

2009-06-08T02:39:00.001-07:00

Since I joined the local university gang in the sabah trip,and being one of the prospective undergraduate,UMS is a must go place.UMS really is a big,huge university including the beach ,port, muzium , aquarium and more nice places.Even the canselory also very nice.We just sat in the car and driving around....

GAYA STREET SUNDAY MARKET

2009-06-08T02:00:00.000-07:00

We went to the sunday market just to try the local life style.Really a lot of people come to this market on sunday.Really crowded until we barely move a step.Many things are sold here such as the little cute souvenirs, their local herbs, local snacks , flowers, and even pets(mostly cats , dogs, rabbits, ...pity for them because they are so hot in the cage).We walk around and chat and look at the "strange" things....hehe....It tooks us 3+ hours to finish walking...There is one restaurant called 怡丰茶室 which famous for it's laksa...honestly,I dont really like it..wakaka..maybe I not yet used to the local cuisine...hehe...

普陀寺

2009-06-03T22:06:00.000-07:00

在这一趟的沙巴旅途，我们也去了普陀寺，听当地人说，在这一间寺庙里求签很灵。所有的男生都求了签，反而是女生没求。哈哈，反正我也没东西求，一切随缘吧！！

即来之，则安之。

kota kinabalu park

2009-06-03T22:04:00.001-07:00

We went to the kota kinabalu park during the sabah trip.Actually we plan to climb the kinabalu mountain but already fully booked so we change our plan to hot spring(rock pool),waterfall,canopy walk in the kk park.There is sg.mamut in the kk park and you can see it at the entrance of the park.we spent 2 days 1 night in this park and stay in FAIRY GARDEN RESORT.the weather here is cool and sometime very cold.and we were not very lucky because it was a raining day.We hold umbrella all the way.First, we went to "drive" around the kk park.We found the entrance where to start the climbing journey---timpohon gate.We just have the chance to watch all the successful person coming back on the way (I will go to sabah again to climb the kk mountain,herr~~).We spent the whole day walk around and played card games in the hotel at night.The second day early in the morning(actually not early at all,around 8.30am),4 of the guys went to jungle trekking but all the girls just stay in the hotel ,haha...
We went for a canopy walk.There has 5 famous hanging bridge which are really hang on the tree.i feel scared when i walked through them.There are more interesting place in the kk park too such as butterfly park and gua kelawar.Finally we went home at around 4.30pm.
Along the road to the kk park ,i saw a lot of catholic church.There are local markets too at the road side.So, we went down to buy some local snacks(the taste not bad).Everyone was tired~~~

USM application result!!!

2009-05-31T20:03:00.000-07:00

When i woke up in the morning,I saw two messages.1 from carrissa lee and another from yew chong.They told me that the application for usm released.When I was still thinking and persuaded myself to check the result,I received another message from kwei yuan which was same as the messages from carrissa and yew chong.So i think i should check it and accept the fact.
TA~DA~ dimaklumkan dukacitanya bahawa anda tidak berjaya...blah,blah,blah
Then i dont know how to describe my feeling.I am not sure sad or happy.Actually i agree deep in my heart that usm provide me a good study environment and is located in the town.But now my application has been rejected.I got the only hope in the upu list.....god bless me and all of my form 6 friends(carrissa,shyoan chian,yee yiing,huey jia)

thanks....

2009-05-30T03:01:00.000-07:00

there are more in the coming posts.....hehe....thanks for reading them....

monsopiac cultural village

2009-05-27T21:59:00.001-07:00

during the sabah trip ,we went to monsopiac cultural village to understand the culture and watch some culture show.as we reach there,we are served by a girl wearing the local custom and we got a chance to taste the rice wine as a welcome drink.it's really a good taste.the entrance fee is rm20 per person.we walk around the village including the house of skull.there is 1 man called monsopiac in ancient time who hunted the head of his enermy and took the enermy's head as trophies.there are 42 skulls in the house of skull + 1 orang utan skull.they perfomed the cultural dances too.we are all invited to dance with them (just simple steps,hehe).then my sister involved in the one of the show too.wahaha.the boys tried the traditional cigarrete but the girls went for doing inai(excluding yy and me).the chess there is very unique too.we really have a fun morning there.oh!i almost forget,everybody got their souvenirs too...hehe

2009-05-27T21:38:00.001-07:00

sabah trip---muzium sabah
if not mistaken,the second day we went to muzium sabah.the area of the whole muzium sabah is quite large,consisting of small specific muzium include the petroleum muzium(shell).we saw a lot of artifac there(just like normal muzium,hehe)we have a lot of fun there but the weather is not very good.it rained that day.luckily we finished visiting the muzim before it turn out raining heavily.....thanks for leaving me a good memory.

2009-05-14T05:52:00.000-07:00

PENANG TRIP (3 DAYS 2 NIGHTS --- 10,11,12 OF MAY 2009)

This is the hotel i live in called B-suite...It is only RM135 per night...the room really comfortable and nice and big too...RM135 really worth..hehe....we went to the pasar there to try the nice food--鸡爪卤面(different from the taste in kuantan,I prefer penang ..hehe).we went to QUEENSBAY MALL,PRANGIN MALL,GURNEY.....i just dont like PRANGIN MALL...Of course we went to eat laksa(really nice).The food there cheaper then kuantan(just RM2.++).I gain weight although just stay there 3 days...haiz....There is 1 more place very nice--TOY MUSEUM...there are a lot of tou collection including the toy i like the most--little mermaid...

2009-05-14T05:36:00.000-07:00

THE INTERVIEW IN USM(PENANG)

I got a msg from USM on 8 of MAY 2009,it was so shocked because i thought i wont get interview anymore.It was so late.everything was too sudden.So i went to buy bus ticket on saturday afternoon and depart at 9.00pm that day.I didnt prepare well for that interview probably because this was the first time i went to interview.I didnt know what to prepare.The first interview was for quantity survey.They asked me about the hot issue (newspaper) and i just mentioned fews things.They seem like dont satified with my answers.Finally they asked me about "How to convinced them to let me to study in USM"....OMG!I didnt think of that all the while...it was too sudden so i just simply answer but then they said my answer didnt convinced them.So my chance to go into USM is too small..The second interview was for architecture...this 1 worse...i really dont feel like talking again...but i will improve myself so that i can success...I went to buy a book to start to train myself....I hope it works....God bless me!!!!...

cheese cake

2009-05-05T05:44:00.000-07:00

i just learn how to make cheese cake from wy...really is simple but still got a lot to improve...hehe...what i regret now is i forgot to take the cheese cake picture!!i just think of it!!!sigh....but still got chance..i will make it again and take many many picture of it....hehe....

my favourite food....(when good mood..)

2009-04-18T08:04:00.000-07:00

chinese steamed buns......

2009-04-18T07:02:00.000-07:00

i just learn to make chinese steamed bun at home....and took the photo of it(before and after)...the look not very nice but still can eat la...not bad....hehehe....

2009-04-14T06:47:00.000-07:00

TC爬石记

member（SURVIVOR) : 玄倩，美娟，依颖，翠仪，康恒，志伟，文山，友贤

今早大概七点多，我们全都到达了TC, 准备从TC1 爬去TC3，一路上当然有说有笑...HEHE...整个过程大概用了3小时。在太阳高照的情况之下，（我们没有擦防嗮膏哦！），我们都很努力很努力的爬......当中发生了很多趣事....HEHE....值得记念，值得记念！

受伤的SURVIVOR : 康恒，志伟，翠仪（应该还有吧？？？）

接下来就是看ROCK CLIMBING的过程了

video 1 : sc climb climb climb.......be careful..carrissa will suddenly jump up...i feel like she wanna sing song on the top of the "rocks" (this is the most difficult part)
video 2 : kh guide yy climb rocks o....by using a lot of “走”字...
video 3 : kh 竟敢那样摆POSE.....开玩笑....小心哦
video 4 : carrisa so pity,kena waves in just few seconds.....so dangerous man!.....but sexy with the wet shirt
video 5 : this is the most romantic part : carrissa and je wei>remember this sweet&good memory o....

p/s : actually i wanna download the video converter to rotate all this video clip...but after i download cant use it...so you all have to turn your head la...or just listen our friends' sweet voice~~~~~

爱情的底线

2009-04-05T20:39:00.001-07:00

我想每一个恋爱中的人,应该为自己设定爱情的底线.没有底线的人,只会一昧地付出,更让自己陷入竭斯底里中,自怜自艾.

经一事,长一智.我察觉到爱情的底线是很重要的.但是,我还没完全的探索出自己本身的爱情底线.这种事也急不来,所以就活到老,学到老咯! (*_*)

爱情--是为了两个合适的人存在的
底线--更是为了保护一个人的身心

真正的感觉 REAL

2009-04-02T19:29:00.000-07:00

刚才看了朋友的部落格,一时之间泪盈满眶(感动之余,又让我觉得有那么一点伤感)
周遭的朋友有不少成功地,幸运地找到了甜蜜的伴侣(我只觉得我失败.......)
他们到底怎么办到的??(是上天的眷恋吗? 还是我要求太高?)

今天就是有那么一点点感伤.....但是该忘的都忘了

我喜欢他但不爱他...

I just want to breathe again
Learn to face the joy and pain
Discover how to laugh a little , cry a little
Live a little more
I just wanna face the day
Forget about the wars of yesterday
Maybe if I hope a little Try a little more
I’ll breathe again~~~by Juwita Suwito-Breathe again

我相信我将会找到真正属于我的另一半,活出快乐的每一天(不急~~~本小姐要28才结婚~~)

@_@ X_X

2009-04-01T01:04:00.000-07:00

It's been so long i never fell sick but yesterday unluckily ... i sick ... I can't sleep at night ... wanna vomit but can't vomit out... just can lying on the bed..eat medicine..I thought i just got normal headache but it turn out to be @_@ ..... luckily i am fine now(that's why can write blog)...there is one of my friends sick too...wondering how he is now...hope he recover soon...still got a bit @_@

new dishes i made at home

2009-03-23T23:31:00.001-07:00

This is "sambal sotong"..haha..i just made it last night..as one of the dishes for dinner...yummy!!!(shock sendiri..wahaha)...look nice?

LUCK!!!

2009-03-10T05:41:00.000-07:00

I feel that i quite lucky recently because the Malcus Company hire me again as promoter in their project. Although it is a very tiring job, I decided to take this job again .Just because I only need to work on Friday, Saturday and Sunday but already earn a lot from that.And I have 4 days rest in a week.haha...If I reject this job, I sure will have to find another job.So, why dont I just take this promoter job?....Anyway, thanks to Malcus company...

total working days in 3 months : 36 days

THE JOB CAME TO AN END

2009-03-01T16:01:00.000-08:00

The job was finally at an end.I am so happy...WAHAHA!!!...I can rest and do my own things before my next job comes.For the next two weeks, I guess I will just care about STPM result and the University intake(if I can enter University).So, I am going to be very busy.Just hope all these things will end in satisfaction.
Anyway, I have to accept. No choices...

HOPE my long struggle in FORM 6 won't end in failure!!!!(..take a deep breath...)...HU!

THINK ABOUT HAPPY THINGS FIRST,I JUST GOT MY SALARY!REALLY A LOT FOR ME.YEAH..!I DESERVED IT..HAHA!

I Miss my pillow so much!!

2009-02-22T15:16:00.000-08:00

It just happenened yesterday.........When I just come back from working....
I found that my dog "do something" on my pillow,I feel so angry but tired at the same time.So, today i am going to punish the dog.Let that be a lesson to it.Herr!!!!
Actually i feel SAD about it because that pillow is one of my precious things.My grandma made it for me when i was young.I need it in everynight.It gives me the feel that SO WARM.........haiz

p/s:somebody's promise me that he will buy one very comfortable pillow for me....I feel so SWEET....so WARM....THANKS

STPM Result

2009-02-18T23:38:00.000-08:00

STPM result is coming out very soon.I am quite worry about it.Coz l know that i didnt do well in the examination, ecspecially M2.I cant finish half of the paper, not even 6 out of 12 questions.But nothing I can do now, just hope the result is in my "acceptable range".Sometimes,I have nightmare about it.....sad.....Rumour has it that the STPM result is coming out either at the end of Frebruary or the beginning of March.Anyway I shoult think positively that there is still a glimmer of hope (although i deeply regret what i havent do in form 6)

2009-02-17T23:35:00.000-08:00